Disillusionment
I feel like I have to tell someone in the know about this sooner or later. This has gone on for far too long. I have managed to control it for short bouts, but then just like that…it all came back to me.
Maybe I once had a chance. Maybe I still have a chance. Or maybe I never had a chance to begin with. Maybe it’s all just some kind of fairytale that exists in my head. Nevertheless, it’s too late now. I have missed my chance, if there was even one to begin with. I need to let it go for good.
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